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Old 11-13-17, 07:30 AM
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Re: Complicated Situation

Ha yup. Terrible sleep patterns. No matter what I can get to sleep till 6am. Tried melatonin and it doesn't work for me. It's terrible.

I'm gonna be honest and say I do have cravings for an amphetamine, but if I have all the symptoms of ADHD and if my dosage stayed linear (I know this was a backwards was to diagnos but I feel like its the strongest proof of my adhd), is it bad that I crave it? It fixes me. My depression and lack of energy dissappear and that's what I want more than anything.

It's hard to describe but I was just about to become the person I wanted to be and I want that back.

So is it bad to want that? Or does this sound like drug seeking behavior?
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